I first came across tarot when… those of you who happen to know this blog, may remember this story. I came across tarot when a woman read tarot for others as a Karneval party trick. I was so intrigued that I ordered the Original Rider Waite shortly thereafter. I tried to read with this deck a number of times, but I wasn’t inspired by the art and the woman who read my cards did so so seamlessly that I had no idea what actually went in to learning tarot. Five years later, and I was in London, at the Natural History Museum, fascinated by rocks and stones, an old childhood hobby of mine. I purchased a pocket full of them, and traveled on to Edinburgh, where I found a beautiful labradorite ring in a shop. I started Googling. I have no idea what actually “led” me to tarot, but it wasn’t long before I had ordered the Wild Unknown and committed to actually learning tarot.
The reason I want to learn tarot is… I have already been practicing tarot for just over three years. I’ve drifted away from tarot and my other spiritual practices in the last half of 2018 as my partner and I went through a lot of physical shifts (purchasing a home, doing renovations, and moving in to the home!), and I’m ready to re-center and re-ground. I had enrolled in the Alternative Tarot Course in early 2017 and I’m using it now as a way to deepen my relationship with tarot, certain decks, and my spirituality.
Here’s how I feel about learning tarot in three words:
Tarot’s main purpose (for me) is… tarot has shifted a lot for me the more I’ve practiced. When I first started reading, I had no idea what I was doing tbh and just followed along with whatever I saw people doing on Instagram. I purchased way too many decks way too fast, participated in monthly challenges, in which I asked my cards very specific questions, pulled year ahead spreads trying to see the future, did huge spreads that didn’t inspire me, etc… Tarot for me, now, is all about using the tarot’s archetypes as a mirror, to reflect back what I already know within me. I don’t ask the cards specific questions and steer away from large, complicated spreads. Typically, I just pull a card and journal to see what comes up.
Here are some things I don’t believe about tarot… tarot can’t predict the future, tarot is not a box, tarot decks don’t have personalities, tarot is not the devil.
I think the most important qualities for a tarot reader are… a tarot reader should have an open and questioning mind.
In learning tarot, I hope to… dive deeper into myself, reflect, and connect.
I think my main challenges will be… not getting swept up into the witchy/spiritual/tarot culture of Instagram. I did return to Instagram in order to garner inspiration from others, but, in late 2017/early 2018, IG led me far from my personal path, and I will strive to remain true to myself and my own feelings.
But I will try to overcome them by… I think I covered this above.
Any further thoughts… I’m grateful for this course, excited to learn, and to get back into a healthy habit for me.
I am blogging my experiences here with Beth Maiden’s Alternative Tarot Course which asks students to draw a card each day, reflect on it, complete weekly readings, and other assorted exercises.
This is the first exercise, “What is tarot?,” from week 1.